There are some moments in life that no matter how much we want them to stay, they don’t… no matter how hard we try to capture them, to preserve them, we can’t… like tonight’s beautiful moon and the perfect breeze… no matter how hard i try, i can not even take a click… or record a video… just for a fraction of a second, it is so clear, but then clouds hide it away…
It’s the middle of the night… it’s dark… it’s cold… and i miss you as i sit here alone… but despite it… despite it all, i want this moment to become an eternity… but it can’t… it won’t… and i guess it shouldn’t… because that’s what makes it beautiful and so precious and unique and magical??
And i really hope so it is because of that… because if there is a chance that it would still be so mesmerising while i am with you, then there is nothing else that i want more in this moment but your presence with me…
Yet i would never know & so i hope that the former is what makes it special… and so, in the middle of this night, i want to stare at this moon while it lasts … while i can feel it rather than spending my time catching something that is not meant to be … except for it to become a memory…
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