Where have you gone, O dear one? Leaving me alone in this world of insane Where each step I take is a blackhole And each word I say is a gunshot at me... Where have you gone, O dear one? Leaving me alone in this palace we called home? That is now full of demons, [...]
Once again in the middle of the night... I sat in front of the screen, to type all that I've been wanting to... and yet again... when i finally had the chance, nothing came out ... the words, they all hid away ... once again ... lost in silence I stared at screen not sure [...]
Ola Reader! Thank you for dropping by. I hope you enjoy your stay and find stuff worth reading and worth your time. However, I'm moving on to Balancing Life On The Go; because I really am trying to balance my life as I go. Anyhoo, if you like, you may pop in over there to [...]
You'll be missed but yet you won't know... Like the rain that's missed once it's gone... The sun when clouds have covered it grey... You'll be missed when you're gone away.... Yet these words she would never say... Too afraid from all the games that have been played... From anyone to everyone who came but [...]
Once again she sat to write but the words escaped her mind... What's wrong she can't figure out... Why won't they stay... All these words she wanted to say, why now they all went away? Perhaps if she keeps trying... She will again... Write her heart as she once did... Share her thoughts and let [...]
It is real. As real it can be. Like the setting of the sun, one can feel their *energy,* their *positivity,* their *beliefs,* all fading to black -- all disappearing away as if they never were there. And you keep looking for it, but it's like going in circles. When I look back now, I [...]
Sometimess I miss me... the carefree me... the 'lets do this' me... the ambitious me... the student me.... the "always" helping out others me... the "always" up for anything me... because with you, i'm bound... it's not just me... it's us... it's 'i have to think about you first' me... it's 'i'm sorry i am [...]
