Postnatal Depression


It is real.  As real it can be.  Like the setting of the sun, one can feel their *energy,* their *positivity,* their *beliefs,* all fading to black -- all disappearing away as if they never were there.  And you keep looking for it, but it's like going in circles. When I look back now, I [...]

Reignite or let it off?


And sometimes all you really need is a time out... open your diary of life... re-read the lessons it taught you, relive those moments and tell yourself, "If I could get through that, if this happened then, it can happen again & once again, I can get throught it now!" Things will happen all through [...]

This was it…


This was it... This was the day that she started to focus again... For the hundredth time.  Yes.  It wasn't the first time that she was focusing into her mind and heart.  She had done it a million times before, and for some reason it still felt like the first time.  Could she change?  Could [...]

Finding that center of gravity


Humans, at the same time, play multiple characters at once. They hold multiple positions at the same time... You can be oppressed & yet be the oppressor at once. And for that reason, I have learned that perhaps life is all about finding that balance, that center of gravity within yourself so that all your [...]

Deciding the already decided


Some decisions are hard to make... Not because they are hard, but simply because of the society we live in... The people we are meant to live with... They make it harder because of two reasons (I suppose).... 1) because they aren't strong enough to stand against the society or 2) because they too are [...]