Silencing a painful storm…


And they don’t even know, that sometimes they are the hope I need, to gain the strength to go through the pain… they don’t even know how they are my blessing that helps me remind myself how grateful I am… and they don’t even know that how their mum is breaking apart, trying to hold…

Time to pause everything…


So all of my days and weeks are pretty much the same chaotically messed up and difficult with just a hint of sunshine here and there… but not this week… because this week my older one has been struggling with emotions and I dont know how to help him 🙄 he has been quieter than…

Silent screams…


Writing a poem after longest time… Wondering if I can still rhyme!!!